I wish I were a stay at home mom

Most days I miss my baby. I was grumpy today at work and did not want to be there. I want to be a stay at home. I am so thankful I haven't missed any of the firsts. I hope that continues. But I am still sad that I have to be away from my son for 37 + hours a week. I know if I was a stay at home mom, I would miss working. I love being a nurse and I love working in the Emergency Department. But on days like today, I WANT TO BE A STAY AT HOME MOM.